I have spent many days trying to come here and be able to write something. Now I do not know if I'll get but something will. Reviewing
contacts in Facebook group with over FEVAS (IDEIA) I found the profile of Peter. It seems I've been running away from him as if quisera avoid facing the inevitability, but I've been all this time trying the opposite. And this is certainly the case that it seized me emotionally since his death in December.
I've been through many times when I needed to transmit or drop something in some way. anger, sadness, hopelessness, helplessness ... I mourning and loss never get along .. and I was always with that knot in your stomach that blocks you emotionally and stop you from saying what you feel.
In these times when the end of the year to do something for balance, one could see things in perspective and realized that 2010 had been a great year. Personally I have it clear, professionally and without a doubt. A year later a lot of work carrying the dreams of Peter to see things from a more just and equitable prism where justice and rights are at the forefront. We all felt that things were not going well, but we hope that strange to see him again after the holidays. And eventually we were on tiptoe and quiet ...
Sometimes he wanted to send him to hell ... look what we have said many times these days in the office .. the bundled got where we were in the championship. But despite all palante always threw in one way or another because we were going to sack him and without a parachute. Was not afraid of anything because we knew he was the first to be pulled into the void .. always with faith, his faith and he had on people around him.
Since I returned to the office I do is think of ways of dealing with things. Search the Faith of Peter, that peace of mind when you see things in order to move them forward, sometimes it has become almost an obsession. Obsession that generates a pain that does not breathe. It's something that not only happens to me ... is palpable in the office ... is as if we need to feel that is still with us.
Despite the changes ahead, try to keep the balance but it is not easy .. and again I go through a tavesÃa strange, as if I were to go to feel again orphan. Toca close the crossing, looking for ways to put Peter in that place without triggering accompanying pain and I will provide references to not lose faith that the transmitting and encouraged, and to help me keep this north to the four clear and fundamental ideas that make you a good person. And above all, defending the joy as he put it, always alluding to Benedetti, one of his favorite poets.
At last I write something, and it took time to release something that obsessing because I watch the road. I do not think that writing something here is the ultimate solution ... but just a beginning.
I gave my last big opportunity and not let you down. Follow the path we set to achieve to realize those dreams that we both had in mind and are slowly coming to light.
contacts in Facebook group with over FEVAS (IDEIA) I found the profile of Peter. It seems I've been running away from him as if quisera avoid facing the inevitability, but I've been all this time trying the opposite. And this is certainly the case that it seized me emotionally since his death in December.
I've been through many times when I needed to transmit or drop something in some way. anger, sadness, hopelessness, helplessness ... I mourning and loss never get along .. and I was always with that knot in your stomach that blocks you emotionally and stop you from saying what you feel.
In these times when the end of the year to do something for balance, one could see things in perspective and realized that 2010 had been a great year. Personally I have it clear, professionally and without a doubt. A year later a lot of work carrying the dreams of Peter to see things from a more just and equitable prism where justice and rights are at the forefront. We all felt that things were not going well, but we hope that strange to see him again after the holidays. And eventually we were on tiptoe and quiet ...
Sometimes he wanted to send him to hell ... look what we have said many times these days in the office .. the bundled got where we were in the championship. But despite all palante always threw in one way or another because we were going to sack him and without a parachute. Was not afraid of anything because we knew he was the first to be pulled into the void .. always with faith, his faith and he had on people around him.
Since I returned to the office I do is think of ways of dealing with things. Search the Faith of Peter, that peace of mind when you see things in order to move them forward, sometimes it has become almost an obsession. Obsession that generates a pain that does not breathe. It's something that not only happens to me ... is palpable in the office ... is as if we need to feel that is still with us.
Despite the changes ahead, try to keep the balance but it is not easy .. and again I go through a tavesÃa strange, as if I were to go to feel again orphan. Toca close the crossing, looking for ways to put Peter in that place without triggering accompanying pain and I will provide references to not lose faith that the transmitting and encouraged, and to help me keep this north to the four clear and fundamental ideas that make you a good person. And above all, defending the joy as he put it, always alluding to Benedetti, one of his favorite poets.
At last I write something, and it took time to release something that obsessing because I watch the road. I do not think that writing something here is the ultimate solution ... but just a beginning.
I gave my last big opportunity and not let you down. Follow the path we set to achieve to realize those dreams that we both had in mind and are slowly coming to light.
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